I DELIGHT IN THE LORD

I delight in singing a song for the lord….

I hope that God will let me sing much more…

In troubles I turn to him

Give me strength my lord

I have no strength to carry this that I am carrying right now

To be alone in this world is the worst thing ever

We were created to care about each other

To be alone in this world is the worst thing

I write again, that the light has lost

If what happened to me really happened

And I humble myself knowing that what happens to someone can also happen to me

I ask for your strength o lord

And I ask that you do not judge too harshly

And I ask that you give me the connection that I need

The feeling of love and acceptance that I need

For we all need love and acceptance

We all do, even someone as strong as me

I HUMBLE MYSELF

I humble myself at your behest my father

I humble myself at your behest because what you are asking of me

No one has ever asked of me

Send your Angel before me to prepare the way for me

I humble myself at your behest because I do not have strength to do what you have asked of me

What you are asking of me is too huge again

I am sorry because sometimes I doubt you

And yet you are the perfect one, the impotent, the infallible, the omnipotent

I look at your earthly face and I doubt

I am sorry my father, my mother, for ever doubting you

All I have to do is to follow your will and I will be alright

To walk by faith instead of walking by sight

To believe instead of disbelieving

I will do your will my lord

Though what you are asking of me seems like a mountain right now

Yet there are people who climbed the highest mountains on earth

Oh Lord, the great one, carry me, show me the way

Clear the road for me, for your servant really wants to do your will

The mountain seems insurmountable, but it is climbable

I need you, mother earth, creator of the universe

Send your great spirit and your great Angels to give me strength

O Lord, show me the way and tell me what to do

There are tremors and earthquakes

Are you angry o lord

Are you angry at your creation

Or is it just science

Is this your anger o lord

Have mercy on your creation.

SERMONS

Our feebleness and low intelligence compared to God is slow to respond

 

Don’t ask God how what he wants you to do is going to get done, just do what God asks you to do

 

God is never slow to respond, God wants us to work by faith and not by sight

 

Have the mind of Christ. God is always ready to do for you

 

Functioning in the anointing of God brings light to the church and to everything that you do

 

God is always more ready to hear than we are ready to pray

THE GOD FORCE

The God force is flowing through my body

The blood of Jesus is flowing in my veins

I am purified by the breath of the lord

The lord is my shepherd and I am his sheep

The lord shepherds me to greener pastures

He does not let me fall

He carries me upon the greater heights

He makes me fly like and eagle in the sky

He makes me cry and laugh at the same time

My love for the lord is only rivaled by the love I have for His creation

Indeed my love for his creation is love for the lord

For what he created is partly the lord because everything comes from the lord

So the more I love His creation the more I love the lord

The God force flows through me

DEAR GOD

I am a little bit psychologically and emotionally bruised right now because of some bad things that have happened to me. Many people have told me that I need to cry but I have no idea where the tears will come from because what has happened to me is unbelievable. I for once find myself weakened and I need strength to have a higher self esteem and to once again believe that I am indeed a person that is valued.

I know that people will say that you should look upon the Lord, but when the people immediate to you are supposed to protect you and they don’t then it becomes very difficult. And the emotional and psychological scars are still unbearable. I am sure that you have a hand in my situation and you will prevail, and though people consider me a winner in this process. If what happened to me has truly happened then I consider myslef a loser and also I consider the world also has experienced a loss in some way.

We need to work harder to put a  lot of light in the world. And I need a lot of light in me, because just this once I find myself alone.

 Paul

WHY A CLEAN ENVIRONMENT and TRADE ARE IMPORTANT FOR AFRICA

Many African people die of starvation and malnourishment due to inadequate food supplies caused by inadequate amount of food imbibed. This is bad because there is great important in the amount of food that the body takes, because as with a car requires fuel to work; the body requires food in order for it to be in tip top condition. Also the body requires the right amount of water and the right type of water that is water that is pure and clean. Moreover, the soil that we grow our food in should be soil that is rich in the natural nutrients that the body needs.

Now here in Africa, we have enough resources of food, water, and soil but we are currently not using these resources well. The main thing is that the distribution of resources is uneven. There are some regions that have oil such as Nigeria in West Africa, and Libya in North Africa; while, other regions have rich top soil such as the highlands of Kenya, Tanzania, and Uganda. And countries such as South Africa are rich in minerals such as gold. Now, if there was enough trade between African countries, people who have many mineral deposits would trade with people that have a lot of food, and every body would be happy. But this does not happen, why? It does not happen because there are too many barriers to trade in the current set up in Africa. There are language barriers, there is an infrastructure drought, there are psychological barriers, et cetera.

Moreover, there are other inefficiencies that occur as far as the use of natural resources in Africa. The natural resources that we have though some are of the highest quality, they are handled without any care such that we end up with immediate resources of low quality. For example, the resources such as the rich top soil go on being eroded and people do not care for them and then in the end the food that we grow does not have enough nutrients to make sure that which we put in our body is of top notch quality. Moreover, in the periods of affluence people end up wasting what they have instead of saving it for future use. And that is why we do not have a balance of resources. If we were to take care of the resources that we have well enough then everything will be good.

One thing that I want to address here is the myth that Africa is overpopulated. I believe that the world is able to feed and clothe everybody that is in it. If we were all concerned about each other and if we all took care of each other then there would be enough for everybody. Those who have should give those who have not. It is a matter of exchange. Sometimes too much affluence makes one drown in affluence and one forgets to the most important things in life. While one needs to be affluent in order to enjoy life, affluence does not automatically mean happiness. God created us to enjoy life, and the root of it all is that as long as we speak to God and allow God’s hand to lead us everything will be ok. God is our creator and He created us so that we can enjoy our existence for eternity. I mean why you would not want to be with your soul mate for eternity. Why would one not want to make love to ones soul mate for eternity? Why would one not want to be close to the family that one loves for eternity? Why would one not want to be with the people that one associates with for eternity? Why would one not want to read the book that one loves for eternity? Bad things happen when one does not do things according to God’s plan.

Africa has suffered for a long time because the people who are in it are not conversing with God and are not doing things according to God’s plan. People are saying that the world’s resources are depleting because people are not doing things according to God’s plan. But the people who are chosen by God and the people who do what they do according to God’s plan will be saved and enjoy life for eternity. Now it is time for Africa to come out of its curse and for her people to start doing things according to God’s plan. God did not create us to be alone, and God does not want us to be alone, otherwise the internet would not have been created. We should just make sure that we use the things that God has created to exalt God. For example, instead of using the internet for porn, we should use it to educate. The internet is a good resource and it should be used for something that will aid in exalting God’s kingdom instead of exalting the devils kingdom. So,, Africans should wake up and start talking to God their creator and they should stop exalting their own Kingdoms, or the Kingdoms of dark forces.

TODAY

Hello everyone,

Today is a good day because I managed to go to church./ although I left church a bit earlier it was ok because I got to get the main message of the sermon. The main message was that we should keep our relationship with God as much as possible, beacause our relationship with God is the most important thing. It is written, seek yee first the Kingdom of God and all else will follow. So, as much as nice works like being humble and being righteous are important, we should make sure that our relationship with God is focuse on. This is because it is our relationship with God that will make it possible for us to do what he wants us to do. You see God usually talks to His people, and without a relationship with Him we would not get the instructions that He wants to give us. We would not know to be humble if God did not tell us to be humble. Or, we would not know to be serious if GOd did not tell us to be serious in our work.

So, in a nutshell, our relationship with God should be paramount.

DEAR GOD

At the moment I am receiving so many messages from you and I am really not sure if someone is pulling my leg or if it is real. I know that you have told me to always believe, but forgive me for thinking that someone is pulling my leg. I am going to try and walk by faith, but I do need a sign to just know that is being prophecied is true. Do I really need a sign or you have already sent a sign to me. It is ok if you do not want to send any sign, I guess I will just have to believe and wait to see what happens next.

 I am forever your servant waiting to do your will and follow your instructions. I do really need to hear from my Angel Ishmael for I have not heard from him in a long time now. I really like talking to him once in a while, and it would be good to hear from him. And also, I sent you another letter the other day and I hope that you got it and you will grant me my request. The thing that I have been waiting for has not arrived, but I am sure that it will arrive in a few days to come, or I hope that they will arrive soon. Let us all be patient and I am sure that they will arrive on time.

Forever your servant,

Paul

TODAY

I am getting closer to God as days go by. So, I wrote this poem for the one.

 I humble myself my God

I humble myself because you brought me from the lions den to the promised land

You are quenching the thirst that I had

I look upon you for everything that I have

I thank you for waking me up today and for giving me life

There can be no life without you

For you are the creator, so I thank and worship you

Help me get closer to you

And help me do the work that you have asked me to do

Amen

TODAY

Hello God,

 Today has really been a good day since my sister came home safe and sound and I thank you very much. I got to walk around and excercise and I also got to learn a few things that I needed to know. Ofcourse these new  news puts my family situation in a kind of fix, but as I always do with everything, I will stay with it and we will find a balance. I just thank God that my sister seems to be doing well for herself.

 I pray that God will keep on being with her, because I will leave her with some certain responsibilities that she will need to be strong enough to take care of.